the break up.
Monday, July 7, 2008
gawd.
thank God its finally over.
i had to keep it in my heart for a whole week.
giving him one clue after another that i wanted this to be over.
and finally, he came to his senses but for the wrong reasons.
he was still in love with zu.
i knew it! but i just kept quiet coz i wanted to see how for this could go on.
pretty much suffered in the relationship coz i was just afraid that he'll hit me or something you know.
he is soo capable of doing that!
and i also realise that coz everytime we meet he has to ask about zu.
so i knew that.
then he used me to get over all the stress he had with zu.
like how is that suppose to make me feel?
like a toy where one minute you feel like a total ammature and start playing with toys and the next minute you throw them away coz it finally come to your senses that you are a grown man! please dont tell me that you broke up with me to get back with zu so that you can use her coz i didnt let you use me body?
please dont tell me that's you motive.
coz if i find out that it is, i will do all i can to protect her the same way i tried to protect myself.
why does assholes like this treat girls like dirt.
i mean have they looked at themselves in the mirror and see how much of an ammature they are?
having the thought of beating up girls? are they ok? gawd.
who do you think you are? prince charming whom every girl wants to be with?
ugh please lah. at the moment, you're chasing after girls who dont wish to be with you whereas on the other hand, woman with two kids are chasing after you!
ugh. sedarlah diri kau tu sikit!
syirah.
thank God its finally over.
i had to keep it in my heart for a whole week.
giving him one clue after another that i wanted this to be over.
and finally, he came to his senses but for the wrong reasons.
he was still in love with zu.
i knew it! but i just kept quiet coz i wanted to see how for this could go on.
pretty much suffered in the relationship coz i was just afraid that he'll hit me or something you know.
he is soo capable of doing that!
and i also realise that coz everytime we meet he has to ask about zu.
so i knew that.
then he used me to get over all the stress he had with zu.
like how is that suppose to make me feel?
like a toy where one minute you feel like a total ammature and start playing with toys and the next minute you throw them away coz it finally come to your senses that you are a grown man! please dont tell me that you broke up with me to get back with zu so that you can use her coz i didnt let you use me body?
please dont tell me that's you motive.
coz if i find out that it is, i will do all i can to protect her the same way i tried to protect myself.
why does assholes like this treat girls like dirt.
i mean have they looked at themselves in the mirror and see how much of an ammature they are?
having the thought of beating up girls? are they ok? gawd.
who do you think you are? prince charming whom every girl wants to be with?
ugh please lah. at the moment, you're chasing after girls who dont wish to be with you whereas on the other hand, woman with two kids are chasing after you!
ugh. sedarlah diri kau tu sikit!
syirah.
Labels: ugh. somebody save me.
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