<script language="JavaScript" type="text/JavaScript"> <!-- function MM_reloadPage(init) { //reloads the window if Nav4 resized if (init==true) with (navigator) {if ((appName=="Netscape")&&(parseInt(appVersion)==4)) { document.MM_pgW=innerWidth; document.MM_pgH=innerHeight; onresize=MM_reloadPage; }} else if (innerWidth!=document.MM_pgW || innerHeight!=document.MM_pgH) location.reload(); } MM_reloadPage(true); //--> </script> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/8652626442613765958?origin\x3dhttp://monkeysandrainbows.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
promises are meant to be broken.
Sunday, August 24, 2008

had madrasah just now.
i swear hyder is damn cute.
the questions he asks is damn innocent lahr!
damn cute!
then got one part he call yaznisham, "yashnizam"
cute lah hyder.
then the second ustaz who i have no idea what's his name,
told us jokes and riddles. i think he dunno what to teach us ready.
hahaha.
i like the first ustaz.
ustaz ibrahim. i wonder how old he is.
he's quite cute. in a certain angle.
maybe not cute but he has the charms.
only 4 boys came today.
dont know what's hariz up to untill he didnt pick up my calls or reply my msgs.
fareez didnt come.
so class today was quite boring.
i didnt have my brothers to entertain me. ):

i cant wait till next year when im 16.
hey stranger, im gonna be 16 next year.
"nayiar" promised me to take me out when im 16.
i guess he'd eventually forget. knowing a guy like him.
i see him at least once a week and trust me, it hurts so badd!
i turn my back against him every time i see him but deep down inside, i just wanna talk to him so badly like old times.
i didn't really understand how we drifted apart or why.
but i knew he hated/s me.
i read my previous diary entries, and it was all about him since the day i knew him till the day we stopped what i thought we had.
late night talks with him was unforgettable.
i miss him soo badly but at the same time i dont want to coz in the end im the one who ends up getting hurt.
it has always been that way.
anw, thanks for the skin bytch.
i was talking to zul online and we were talking about the miangs, the gatals and the manjes!
hahaha. ewwwness. total ewwwnesss! GAWD! never gonna be one.
oh btw. the picture above was supposedly to be taken like a class photo.
those are my cuzzins.>kak long.kak jai.kak naz.kakak.syirah.zirah.<
loves.
why don't we hit restart and pause it at our favourite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
and i.. i dont wann aspeak these words..
coz i dont wanna make things any worse.







Labels:



10:05 PM