i didnt lie this time.

it had never been that way.
you turned up and made my whole life went haywire.
then when you left, my heart tore in to many pieces.
but when i tried to put back all the pieces together,
i couldnt feel anything..........
coz you stole my heart and didnt return it back.
you made a promise,
im not sure if you'd keep it.
i told you about my dreams,
im not sure if you were honoured that i dreamt of you
or rather hoping that it will never come true.
urgh. whatever lah.
i knew there was never a chance anyway.
everytime i try to make excuses to stop blaming you.
but from every excuse i get, i end up blaming myself.
i never did lie.
i just didnt want to admit that i have not given up.
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