keinginan untuk memiliki.

i went for a make over yesterday.
not really a make over but kinda being a model for a day.
its for the face only. definately not the body.
i actually like the make up.
credits to kak ain.
raye-ing with my malay classmates was a joy.
it was very fun but at the end of the day i had very bad headache due to excess laughing.
i just found out that i got top 4 in maths throught the whole sec 3na.
that's at least an achievement.
coz a week ago, i kept on telling myself that i was a failure.
and that i was hopeless. well, maybe i am. but only i have the right to say that.
headstart is gonna start next week. so maybe no holidays for me then. shit.
was thinking of going back to terengganu like beginning december but i dont think i have the chance to do so. coz i got OBS from 24-28.
oh well, there are many opportunities in life that we are unable to grab because of certain destructions.

dont get the wrong impression.
i never loved you i guess.
i just wanted to own you.Labels: that small voice