its not ok.

i hate pretending that everything is ok,
i hate wishing for something i know i will never get,
i hate doing things that are not pleasant in the eyes of others,
for God watches over every second of my sinful life.
its not ok to tell a lie.
its not ok to hide something from your loved ones.
its not ok to do something sinful and not feel guilty at all.
its not ok to pretend that something is right when it's definately not.
its not ok to stab your heart and act like it doesnt hurt.
its not ok. its definately not ok. im not ok.
sesungguhnya Tuhan melihat setiap gerak-geriku.
sesungguhnya aku takkan mengulanginya.
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