my weekend.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
last sat-16/01/09
went to take pictures for art with muneera.
fun. i've never travel around singapore just to take pictures.
it wasnt really around singapore lah.
we started off at bugis street then arab street/haji lane.
had lunch at raffles hospital.[the tom yam there is damn nice!]
then took the train down to orchard.
walked all the way to botanical gardens.
met dewi at work on the way.
i expected more at botanical gardens lah.
but maybe because i didnt go in deeper that's why i couldnt see more.
was damn tired coz it was such a hot day!
after botanical gardens, we went separate ways.
munnera went home while i took the bus to kallang.
had a gathering at neneks. sara soo cute!
anyway then, went home at around 7 plus.
my uncle was coming over but i didnt get to see him.
i went out with kakak and her friends.
i never went out with my sister to a birthday party before.
especially if its her friend's.
had alot of fun actually.
went home at 1 plus.
sunday-17/01/09
off to madrasah. halfway through class time, hazirah and i went to the toilet and he was sitting at the door.
he asked where i was going.
i told him i was going to the toilet to take my wudhu', smiled and walked out the door feeling like an idiot when i smiled!
i came back and he smiled. God, i swear this is not making it any easier for me.
he just has to say a few words to me to blow me away.
but then again, i dont him to kill me with his silence.
i want us to be ok.
not too attached, but ok.
kau cume nak sakitkan hati aku kan. setiap minggu kau akan pastikan yang aku nampak muke kau supaya kau rasa puas. tapi yang kau tak tau, kepala otak aku ni ingin membenci kau. dan aku tak kesah kalau kau dah benci aku kerana kau tak pernah pun nak beritahu aku perasaan kau. kalau kau benci pun aku tak pernah tahu sebabnye. aku hampir puutus asa. tapi setiap kali aku pergi madrasah dan nampak kau tersenyum. aku tak sampai hati. walaupun senyuman itu bukan untuk aku tapi aku tetap gembira.
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