its over i guess.

1) i deleted S's number from my phone.
am proud of that.
2) i cant bear to read his blog anymore.
jelous? i dunno.
but i felt that whatever i read is something i didnt need to know.
maybe i should just stop reading his blog.
and what's next syirah?
stop talking to him? then delete his add from msn? then totally erase him from your life?
and the next thing i know, im doing the same for all other guys im in contact with?
its all about me heh?
oh God! i just come to realise how selfish i am.
sometimes some people get me wrong
when it's something I've said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run
but now I truly realise some people don't wanna compromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Labels: fantasy isnt forever