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that stranger
Wednesday, February 18, 2009


i think that for the past few days i really have been in my own world.
i cant believe it took me a few days to realise that i had to get out of this fantasy i was living in.
for all i know he may be the perfect match for me but, why would God want to let me know that so soon?
i guess i just liked the feeling of someone msging me once in a while to ask me how i was doing.
every message i received brought a little laughter along with it.
and i missed that.
i dont really know why it was a must for me to cry each time i heard that song or read the lyrics but what i know was that i couldnt control them.
im not sure what's going on right now but i know im not taking it in too well.
crying is one factor, my tests this whole week is another.
michele says im having moodswings whereby i cant decide if im happy or sad at that moment.
oh btw michele, i miss sitting with you.
and if i dont look like im in the correct state of mind, let me know, then i'll try and adjust my mood.

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