thoughts...

i cant take it anymore. i know you know. i dont know if its obvious to the others but im sure you know that everytime i look at you and give you that stare, it only means that im expecting a smile. i really do want to say hi but i was afraid you wont acknowledge it. has it ever occur to you that maybe i just wwant us to be like what we were last time. nothing more than that?
a 20-year-old guy wanted to get to know me yesterday. it just takes one message and i dont like him already. i dont get what guys want from me?! im not who i was before.
Labels: dear God..., fantasy isnt forever, lalalalalala, lovelove.