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realised
Monday, June 22, 2009

an old friend. i just love this picture!

k, so, i did some soul searching tadi.
i came to realise that i've been blaming everyone else but myself.
in every crisis or problems that comes towards me or that i face, i'd have to blame someone else for it and not realising that i'm also at fault.

for example, HIM.
it happen so long ago and I still blame HIM for what has happened.
it took me this long to realise that I let it happen, be it whether I was too young to understand or not.
I was matured enough to know what's right and what's wrong.
I was asking for it. although now, I could still remember those ridiculous questions HE used to ask me on the phone, its not an excuse to blame HIM for all that's happened.

well, that's only one thing that happened. im sure there's a lot more.

dear God, please forgive me for my sins for i was stupid and arrogant of my actions.

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