i miss this boy!i have been busy with art and thinking bout granny. and the only person who'd take my mind off this misery is hariz.he calls me everyday now to check on me and just talk to me to take my mind away from reality for a moment. we never had these long talks in a while. and i like that.i told him my dream. he dream i had last night that gave me a picture of what my future would look like.but why care about your future when your present and past is screwing up. Labels: artartart., dear God..., fantasy isnt forever, ugh. somebody save me.