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the sundays
Sunday, January 24, 2010

it was an emotional sunday.
i never thought i'd actually breakdown during lessons.
but i swear, it was so hard to put on a fake smile and pretended that everything was ok.
as i leaned on hazirah's shoulder, i couldnt help but think that i cant runaway from the fact that im still holding on to him.
in a way, i feel psychotic.
i keep telling myself that i have less than a year more to go till its over. this whole crazy fantasy i have.
yes, its painful having to go through the same thing each week. but i know things will change soon. i know there will be a twist to this fairytale. i know.

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