so i havent wrote on this blog for like the longest time. ive gone through alot. change in feelings, change in attitude, too many , i cant say. whats new is that i dont miss him anymore (: everything's changing. and im sort of loving it. but there's just this one thing in my heart that tells my head i cant move on. im not sure what it is. i gave up my friendship with hariz.. a long friendship. roughly 9 years. it was a misunderstanding, i must say. who knew the one person i trusted most could turn his back against me and say foolish things to me? i dont really know who ended the frinedship, but i, for one, knew that even if we were friends again, it would never be the same. even if i tried to make it work, he's not going to look at me the same way he used to. desperate, hariz? seriously? i went over the line before, yes. but not desperate. damn you hariz..Labels: dear God..., that small voice